I've come to the realization that I spend far too much time thinking about the far off future and about what I would like my life to look like. I think so much about living on the beach, whether here or in Australia, or even in Europe, and I think about what I will WEAR when I live on the beach, and what my boat will look like and what sort of house I will have. I think about riding a motorcycle down the coast and going to my favourite pub and meeting up with the boys for a drink. And then I think about coming home from the pub and building a fire outside while looking out at the water as the sun sends its last few rays of the day out over the horizon.
I think about all these things. Over and over again. And the biggest problem with is that this thinking puts me in a place where I am unable to love and be thankful for everything that I have right now. All of the wonderful far off thoughts begin to become toxic because I begin to yearn for that reality over my current reality.
It has to stop.
I think about all these things. Over and over again. And the biggest problem with is that this thinking puts me in a place where I am unable to love and be thankful for everything that I have right now. All of the wonderful far off thoughts begin to become toxic because I begin to yearn for that reality over my current reality.
It has to stop.